Here, leaning against their newly rebuilt crates, are four of the seven panels ready to have their repainted portraits reattached.
Now they’re packed again and ready for Colorado Springs!
So glad to be going to Colorado.
Here, leaning against their newly rebuilt crates, are four of the seven panels ready to have their repainted portraits reattached.
Now they’re packed again and ready for Colorado Springs!
So glad to be going to Colorado.
In the WEEKS since I wrote, I’ve been hard hard hard at work on the paintings, the crates, name tags for the Dallas Stair Climb group, and more. In the end I did a little or a lot of work on 61 paintings. Before on the left, after on the right:
The differences in the wood’s color are the differences in the 2 scans. The truth is probably somewhere in the middle.
Throughout the yearlong tour with the NFFF, I continued to see better reference pictures of these men that showed me detail I didn’t have when I began. As an artist, I wanted to “fix them.” (Technically it is still possible because they haven’t had their final varnish.)
Plus, painting these men changed how I paint. And how I see.
There are also a few where I needed to correct their unit, add a “Jr,” or (aarrgh!) correct the spelling on their names:
These updated paintings will replace their earlier incarnations on the website before the fall. It will probably happen over the course of several weeks.
Meanwhile, I’m getting ready for Colorado Springs! More soon.
I had thought it would be about 20 paintings that would get just a little more work, but it will be closer to 60. Here are about 50 that are now finished. One by one I will rescan them and replace the images on the website with the updated version.
Over the past year when the paintings were on display, I would spend quiet times at the computer monitor we had so visitors could look up firefighters who had died in the line of duty. One by one I would type in the names of firefighters on the wall and read the biographies their families had written. Each time I looked one up, I also saw a slightly better version of the photo I had used for reference, with more detail than was in my painting. Some of them made me wince a little as I could see the difference between that better photo and my painting. So now that I have the chance again for improvement, I am doing it.
Notice I am again painting them upside down. This time my reference picture is a print-out of that firefighter’s page on the Fallen Heroes section of the NFFF’s website.
This is about more than better reference pictures, though. As I have mentioned many times, Better Angels made me a better painter too. When I look at the wall I can see the earlier paintings. I can see the improvements and refinements learned along the way and I want to bring it to all the paintings. Practice. As an artist, it is also interesting to me that my eye has also changed. Literally there are things I see in these paintings and how they are painted that I wasn’t able to see 4000 hours ago when I began painting them. I believe being able to see differently is directly connected to being able to paint differently.
(I also have a larger lighted magnifying mirror this time around.)
I will finish the last of the repainting this week. And not a moment too soon. Because they need to dry so I can rescan them. I will be creating templates so the Better Angels paintings can be used as nametags for 9/11 Memorial Stair Climbs. This is something I have been hoping to do since I saw my first Stair Climb a year ago in Baltimore at Firehouse Expo. The problem had always been that I need to retain control of the digital images. It took prodding from Jeremy in charge of the Dallas Stair Climb for me to realize if I create the template, I can customize it for any Climb who wants and get them printed here. Simple answer to the simple problem.
If other Stair Climbs are interested in using the paintings in their name tag badges, give me a shout. I will be able to customize the back of these 3″ x 5″ laminated tags with your Climb’s info. More pictures soon. I will also be making about 10 banners for the Dallas Climb that can hang in their stairwell. On these the firefighters will be organized by company. More later on that too. Meanwhile I have to hurry up with this repainting so I can spend a month on graphic design!
Also, I will write about this soon, but the paintings are going next to Colorado Springs!!!!!!!!!
I have the paintings back with me for the first time since we installed them on their panels in Maryland last June. Between then and now they were either on display or in their crates in their trailer. I am taking this opportunity to do just a little more work on about 50 or so of the portraits.
For some, I have seen better reference pictures along the way. On three I had mistakes corrected in New York. (I had the wrong companies on two of them, and one letter wrong in the name of a third.) Others were just not good enough yet as a painting.
I always knew it would be difficult to maintain consistency on 343 separate paintings made over the course of 18 months. I had not realized how much the sheer practice would improve the quality of my painting. (Thank you, thank you.)
So here are the painting crates back in my studio in Easthampton MA. After I finish these 50 paintings, the next task is to build fixed pallets onto each of the two outer crates. All this needs to be ready for their August journey to Colorado Springs.
Colorado is where I really learned about fire and firefighters. The state needs rain and our prayers. Here’s the fire started by lightning just west of Boulder yesterday. Scary as this is, it’s much smaller than the ones outside Colorado Springs and Fort Collins. (Thanks to Craig Decker for the photo.)
I believe the 343 firefighters on the BETTER ANGELS wall represent 602 children left behind. A staggering number. For New York we added a panel to the exhibit that included the names of 64 FDNY firefighters who have died since 9/11 but whose deaths are officially attributed to health issues from the attack and aftermath.
Here are their names, listed alphabetically. Sadly, this number will continue to grow.
FF Vincent J. Albanese, Lad 38
Supv. Electrician Philip J. Berger
FF Russell C. Brinkworth, Lad 135
Paramedic Carene A. Brown
Lt. Richard M. Burke, Eng 97
B.C. Kevin R. Byrnes, Bat 7
FF Carl Capobianco, Lad 87
Capt. Kevin J. Cassidy, Eng 320
FF Roy W. Chelsen, Eng 28
Lt. Joseph P. Colleluori Jr. Eng 324
FF Joseph P. Costello, Bat 58
FF Joan R. Daley, Eng 63
FF Kevin M. Delano, Lad 142
FF Robert W. Dillon, Eng 153
EMS Lt. Brian Ellicott
Lt. Peter J. Farrenkopf, Marine 6
FF Robert A. Ford, Eng 284
FF Bruce M. Foss, Lad 108
Lt. John A. Garcia, Lad 5
FF Raymond W. Hauber, Eng 284
Lt. Robert M. Hess, Lad 76
Lt. Thomas J. Hodges, Eng 313
FF Stephen M. Johnson, Lad 25
FF Vanclive A. Johnson, Lad 135
FF Timothy G. Lockwood, Eng 275
FF Brian C. Malloy, Lad 80
FF Richard A. Manetta, Lad 156
FF Sean M. McCarthy, Eng 280
FF John F. McNamara, Eng 234
FF William E. Moreau, Eng 166
FM Steven C. Mosiello, C.O.D.
Lt. John P. Murray, Eng 165
Lt. Reinaldo Natal, Field Comm.
FF Anthony J. Nuccio, Lad 175
FF. William O’Connor, Lad 84
FF John F. O’Neill, Lad 52
FF Jacques W. Paultre, Eng 50
Paramedic Deborah Reeve
FF Edward F. Reilly Jr., Lad 160
Lt. Thomas G. Roberts, Lad 40
EMT Freddie Rosario
FF James J. Ryan, Lad 167
Paramedic Clyde F. Sealey
FF Michael J. Shagi, Eng 74
FF Michael Sofia, Eng 165
FF William R. St. George, Bat S.O.C.
FF John P. Sullivan Jr., Lad 34
Lt. Vincent J. Tancredi II, Lad 47
FF Edward V. Tietjen, Lad 48
B.C. John J. Vaughan, Bat 3
FF Walter Voight, Lad 144
Lt. Harry Wanamaker Jr., Marine 1
FF Robert J. Wieber, Eng 262
Lt. Randy J. Wiebicke, Lad 1
F.M. William Wilson Jr., Man Base
Here is the video the NFFF made about BETTER ANGELS in NYC:
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Fox News Channel 5 clip from Monday, June 4, 2012 @ Better Angels in NYC.
Capt. Timothy Stackpole’s brother was our last visitor to the display in New York City.
Joe Donovan was one of our Friday volunteers. Here he speaks with a family from Spain.
We had many visitors from around the world: Germany, Denmark, Holland, Sweden, Belgium, France, Italy, India, Ireland, Japan, Yemen, Spain and Saudi Arabia.
Here volunteers Ann and Stu field questions from a steady stream of visitors.
THANK YOU to ALL THE WONDERFUL VOLUNTEERS in NYC !!!
Every morning @ 6AM, kind souls from FDNY’s Counseling Services Unit arrived to man the space. (They also helped us set the exhibit up and take it down!!) Then starting at 8AM, there were two to five volunteers for every shift who joined me in speaking with the thousands of visitors. Each volunteer had their own way of engaging people, and their own distinctive connection to the fire service. Some knew many of the 343, several know personally about being a family member left behind. A few were old friends of mine from when I lived in NYC 20 years ago. Many traveled from afar and did multiple shifts.
Thank you to Jimmy, Michael, Bernadine, James, Tom, Al, Natalie, Bob, Pat, Lynn, Sara, Justin, Maura, Stu, Rich, Ann and Joe. And to Charlie, John and all the other Counseling Services guys whose names I wasn’t clever enough to write down. Plus Joe Minogue.
Finally, thank you to Brookfield Properties for providing this wonderful space, to the National Fallen Firefighters Foundation, my partner for these past three years, without whom none of this would have happened, to Commissioner Cassano and the entire Fire Department of the City of New York, and to all firefighters and those who love them everywhere.